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hey yall whats been going on

man so much has gone on i havent even had time to post something on xanga.  shoot i havent even had time to be on xanga.  well i went out with this guy like two weeks after school started...he told me bye at school and i walked into my classroom, and i walked back out to say bye one more time, and there he was like, kissing this girl and he like walked off...maybe he saw me, maybe he didn't, but i was like depressed the whole day.  i told my friends, and said i was gonna break up with him like, over the phone that night.  somehow, someone like, told him and he broke up with me first just so he could be the one to dump me.  oh well...we went out for like a week and a half, thats all and he treated me like he didn't know who i was at all so i shouldve seen it coming anyway.  oh well what goes around comes around, and one day one girls gonna get so mad when she finds out he was cheating on her and shes just not gonna take it.  i wont be at his funeral lol.

so anyway....lol

now im with this guy named edgar and i have been ever since like the third week in october.  hes really sweet...haha i didnt know who he was when i found out he liked me.  like the day before we got together, my friend cody told me haha edgar likes you.  im like what?? he was like omg you dont know?? im like i dont know who he even is... and like the next day i told my little "lunch crew" and of course, my friend allie just had to get into it.  she was screaming all the way across the table, omg edgar, you like brooke?? i just pretended to be in a different conversation, paying no attention to the one allie was creating...as far as he was concerned, i had no idea about his little crush.  he said ya i like her.  and then he was like will you ask her out for me?? and my jaw just like dropped.  im like excuse me i dont even know him.  so i just said i'll think about it.  i dunno...i think i like started liking him like after lunch, and then allie told him i wanted his phone number, which like never came out of my mouth.  he gave it to me and we like said bye.  at the end of the day, cody was like you better call him or else hes gonna be like so sad.  i was like why is he like desperate? why would anybody like me? did he lose a bet?? he was like omg woman just call him and forget your stupid little self esteem issue.  im like oh lord whatever ok i'll try.  so at like 7 or so i called my friend samiha and told her and i was like he sounds so sweet though.  she never met him before, and she said she'd call him, pretending to be asking for homework and then like ask him why he likes me.  so she did, and he gave her the homework.  after that, she like brought up, hey i heard this rumor that you like brooke.  is it true?? (i was on the line listening and of course he didn't know) so he was like yeah...  and then she did the STUPIDEST thing ever.  she was like well I heard she didn't even know you existed!!! and im like omg woman how could you (not out loud of course) and he was like...o......okay........and she was like i gotta go bye and they hung up.  i was crushed.  she was like he sounds sweet!!! im like ya think? i was like, omg how could you do that to him?? he sounded like crushed!!! she was like, well it's true!!! i was like call him back right now and tell him i said yes.  she was like omg you do????? i was like CALL HIM.  so she did and she was like, edgar guess what?? he was like what and of course he sounded like annoyed with her.  she was like brooke said yes! he was like yes about what?? she was like yes about going out with you!!! he was like youre lying why would she wanna go out with me? she was like no im not!! and shes even on the line right now!! im like omg im never telling you anything ever again.  he was like omg she is?? brooke?? i was like hey.  she was like ok you two lovebirds can just talk but i gotta hang up, so bye.  so we had a pretty good conversation for like 30 seconds and then we had to go.  we hung up, and the next day, he didnt come to school until like, lunch, so in the hallway, i was like standing there and he came to the back of the line where i was and he was like hey brooke and he was like as red as a tomato and i was like hey and im sure i was too.  so were not that shy anymore lol thank jesus.  we talk about like everything now and we have like nicknames for each other (lol im not saying).  and i was right he is a really sweet guy and im glad i said ya.  he is only my 3rd boyfriend and hes like i wanna be your first kiss!!! im like...............................................................haha.  my parents dont think im ready to have a boyfriend, which is what theyve been saying for like the past 15 months so i dont really care they havent done anything about it.  well they did limit my phone time to just an hour every day and thats like enough!!!!!! i used to be on the phone like 6 hours a day, but oh well....he got me a teddy bear and i got him like a stuffed animal tiger and he got me a necklace that says i love you and a bracelet that says i love you day and night.  and of course we say i love you on the phone and my 22 year old sister always bugs me about it and is always like i never had a boyfriend until i was 16 and im like, well thats you.  she'll be like whatever.  i dont really care.i think its funny lol.

well im gonna have to go, cuz ive been like talking about edgar for like the longest time and i think hes getting ready to call...so ill try to write some more lata!!!

luv yall!!

love always,

Brooke

*~~i love you!!~~*

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Hey, y'all,

Sorry I haven't written in so looooooong...Been really busy.  But on Saturday we went to see this movie called Dark Water...kinda freaky, but OMG I THOUGHT IT WAS AWESOME!!! I mean, I'm not a scary movie person, but I just loved that movie! If you haven't seen it yet, I suggest you do...I'm definitely getting this one on DVD.

So, Sunday was my mom's birthday, so we went to Japanese--our absolute FAVORITE place--with my dad, Uncle Corey, Aunt Kim, Little Faith, Amber, Christian, and Caleb.  Speaking of, they did move in, and yeah, Randy was begging Amber to come back, but you know...a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.  Of course, he comes over on Wednesdays to see Christian and Caleb...we would never take them away from him, but Amber's realizing that, you know, this is really hard but it's helping him as well as it's helping her. 

So I wanna know, CAN YOU DIE OF BOREDOM??? I wrote 5 songs over the weekend, and I can't get to sleep, and I just wrote another one...I can't get to sleep for some reason...

Well I guess the least I could do is try one more time.

Nothing else to do anyway

Write me!!!!

Luv y'all

Brooke

*~~YoU WoN'T GeT To SeE ThE TeArS I CrY~~*

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Hey, this is my first post...lol it's like 1:49 AM. 

 So my sister, Amber, is thinking about moving back in with us, because things were really going "not too good" with her husband, Randy...IM me and I'll tell you why...Well, Randy doesn't know that she's moving out, but he sure deserves it! While he's at work today, we're goin to help her pack her stuff, and are gonna take Caleb and Christian.  Wow, I didn't know he was such a jerk to do what he did, and I never expected his parents to BLAME AMBER for all the things that THEIR SON did.  At this point, nothing suprises me anymore...I mean, I never expected Daddy Mike to die, or my cousin to actually be dumb enough to fall for her boyfriend's stupid tricks, or Travis to be so stubborn with Heather and go to this party and practically cheat on her and for Travis to not even do anything for Heather for Valentine's Day or her birthday for cryin out loud!, I didn't expect my mom and dad to "take a break from each other for a little" yeah, more like 6 months, and I SO didn't expect Randy to threaten to kill me, my mom, Heather, my dad, and then Amber if she left...oh yeah, and he mentioned something about shooting his parents while they were goin to sleep, and then kill himself! How crazy can you get?? And to actually stab the bed with a knife and act like he was gonna kill Amber IF SHE WENT TO SLEEP?? All I can say, is he's a MAJOR control freak.  It wouldn't suprise me if he had five other wives...actually it would, because he's always gotta page Amber every five minutes to "check on her".  He is such an abuser...I mean, I knew he was bad, but not THAT BAD.  How can a guy tell his wife that she's fat and needs to lose some weight?? He calls HER lazy when she works two jobs, takes classes online, AND watches the kids?? Watching the kids is enough, and there he is, just working one job, Amber cooks for him, cleans, watches the kids, and even drives for him.  Get this.  Heather and Amber were getting a burger at McDonalds, and he pages her...he knows she's across the street from him, and he says, "Where are you?" to see if she lies, and then Amber says she's at McDonalds.  He says, "What are you doing there?" She's like, "umm...getting a burger..." and he goes "YOU KNOW YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO EAT ANYTHING WITHOUT MY PERMISSION."  OMG, how WEIRD can you get??? o, and he won't eat chicken on the bone, because he can taste the bone...

Well I gotta go, so I'll talk to y'all later! IM me when you get a little minute.  Luv ya!

*~~DoN'T MeSs WiTh My SiStA...i'M NoT A FiGhTeR BuT i'Ll DeFeNd MySeLf oR AnYbOdY ElSe ThaT's ImPoRtAnT To Me...Go AhEaD LaUgH NoW BeCaUsE YoU ThInK Of Me As ThE QuIeT LiTtLe GeEk, AnD YoU WeRe AlWaYs RuDe EnOuGh To SaY It BeHiNd My BaCk, BuT ToO ScArEd To SaY It To My FaCe--YoU ShOuLdN'T JuDgE Me ThAt WaY...DoN'T CaLl Me A ReDnEcK EiThEr-ThErE'S A HUGE DiFfErEnCe BeTwEeN BeInG A ReDnEcK AnD StAnDiNg YoUr GrOuNd~~*

lol, sorry, a little bit of Heather got to me.  talk to y'all later!